Vinod Kumar, 36, is inconsolable. He’s just identified the body of his wife and eight-year-old daughter at the district hospital in Hatras.
“My world has crashed, I can’t find my mother, I don’t know where she is. I can’t even find her body. And no one is telling me anything,” he told Sky News.
The family had travelled from their village in Mathura for Tuesday’s religious function by preacher Bhole Baba.
Vinod said his mother was a follower and had been to several of these “satsangs” – prayer ceremonies – in the last 10 years.
Like Vinod, there are scores of families searching for their loved ones at hospitals that have been overwhelmed with victims.
The administration has put the death toll to 121, of which 117 are women and children, including a six-month-old baby.
Through the night, bodies were still being brought into the mortuary at the district hospital in Hatras.
Sky News witnessed ambulances bringing four more people in – 12 hours after the incident.
There were dozens of bodies of women and children at the mortuary waiting to be identified and transported to the villages for the last rites.
Sanjay from Bareilly says he’s looking for his wife and mother-in-law. So far he’s drawn a blank here and no one is giving him any information.
His extended family is searching the two other hospitals in other districts.
There is anger among people, especially those who have lost loved ones.
They blame the organisers but the administration even more so for not providing emergency arrangements for safety and security at the venue.
Permission for a crowd of 80,000 was given by local authorities. But eyewitnesses told Sky News there were around 200,000 at the venue.
It became a death trap when the crowds surged towards Bhole Baba who was leaving after the function ended.
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A stampede followed as devotees were restrained by security.
An eyewitness said: “People started falling one upon another, one upon another. Those who fell were crushed and died.”
A local administrator who did not want to be named told Sky News: “The blame is almost entirely on government agencies, for allowing such large numbers to congregate without safety measures. There were no people and vehicle management. There were no precautionary ambulances at the venue either.”
The preacher Bhole Baba – who is now at large – has been holding such events for over two decades. His followers are mainly Dalits, the marginalised class, and the vulnerable poor in rural India.
Criminal charges have been registered against the organisers.
A number of the preacher’s ashrams have been raided but he’s still missing.
The state government has ordered an inquiry into the incident and has promised compensation.
The chief minister of Uttar Pradesh Yogi Adityanath visited the injured at Hatras hospital and will be closely monitoring the relief measures.
But for the families of the victims, the loss is immeasurable. And far too often people have endured such tragedies due to negligence.